Days 68 and 69: Did you miss me?

I am sure that some of you who normally read my blog may have missed yesterdays blog. You might have even thought that I finally snapped and gave up...that I failed. I did not give up. I didn't fail. I did it intentionally.

The other day I started to re-evaluate the tasks I had set forth over the last 65 days and on day 67 I started to look at the tasks that I needed to work on more. I realized that it meant taking a break and stepping back and looking at why I am doing this blog. Was the reason that I started this an continued on for the right reason? Was I truly wanting to change and make a difference? What was I doing?

So, yesterday I took a break and and looked at my life. So much has been going on that now I have a headache today! I want to change but maybe I need to evaluate how I am doing it. There aren't 365 tasks in my life that I need to change. But what I hadn't been doing that I need to start doing is also blogging the things that I am good at in my life...the things that are positives in my life. If I look at only the negative things I need to change and not look at the positive things in my life that I have to continue then I am not making the right changes in my life and its easy to become bitter and negative.

Life is a series of balances....a yin and a yang. This is what I need to do with my life and the changes that I need to make in it. I need to change the negative and reinforce the positive. So, starting today I will pat myself on the back when necessary (although not to be conceited though) and I will acknowledge my faults and flaws. From this point forward I will balance. I will have the yin and the yang.

Thank you for all being here and being readers daily to this blog and supporting me.