Day 104 & 105: Looking back

As I looked at these days and realized that I had already made it over 105 days I was astonished. First, I had thought it would be alot easier to come up with a task each day. Boy was I wrong. I'm sure some of you wouldn't be surprised at how many times I had wanted to back out of this! Secondly, I realized that I only had 260 days left to write this. 260 Days left....oh boy! I barely made it these last 105 days, how am I going to do another 260 days.

Then I realized that it's not important to look back but rather to look forward. It's important to keep voyaging forward. Our past is important to remember but as I thought about writing this I realized that you can't go backwards and grow. Rather..it takes walking forward. You can't return to where you've been and expect it to be the same. No...you have to realize that life changes, we change, and our environments change.

As I write these blogs entries daily I look back at the past blogs and you know what happens? It messes me up. I think about what everyone reading this would say. What if I duplicated a task? What it I say something wrong and contradict something that I have said or did before? I thought more about it and the thought that came to mind was that it was okay. I may revisit past tasks and the reason is that maybe I haven't mastered those tasks.

The only looking back today I planned on doing was looking back at all that my mother has done for me throughout the last 37 years. Mom...I don't know that you read this, but Happy Mother's Day.